So What About You?

You say I am the problem to everything that is going on. That it is me and my personal problems what is stoping us from moving foward with this. But stop and think, could it be you and your atitude whats hurting me? Yes, my problems do affect ME, but they have affected ME for a long time and I have been able to move on and keep going with my life, so why do you have to make ME feel bad about it if maybe it's you the one with a problem. My problems have afected ME but not ever those around ME. Last night you said very hurtful words, you might say as an excuse that youj were intoxicated, but I believe that "drunken words are sobber thoughts" as the refrain goes. I keep my head up high and I will move on, but don't expect me to always be there for you, if when I tried to be a friend to you, I was rejected. You see me as a business, and I see you as a little more then that. You say don't mix business with the personal, and then you say we have nothing personal but just business, make up your mind and let me know what we are. I care about you a lot, and I don't know why. What you do, think and say affects me a lot and I don't know why. I hope everything goes okay, and I hope you find someone else out there but if you do not, don't turn around and expect to see me there. I will see you go as much as that hurts but I just can't keep up with this painful event. I went against my family, believes and values and you didn't apreciate it what's so ever. BUt tha's okay. I will watch you go,and I hope when you realize you are wrong is not too late because if is, I won't be there. I care about you but I also care about myself. Because I love you I am setting you free and if you come back then you belong to me, but if you don't we were never meant to be! <3